Last night I had my third Reiki trade with Shirley. I forgot to write about our second share. I learned Reiki 1 with laying hands directly on the body. She learned to just touch the aura. So on our second trade I tried "her" way. I think they are both valid. I am experimenting with touching the aura and mainly find that I can feel energetic responses more intensely.
So last night we talked about my need for grounding. She sent Reiki to me first and whatever she did worked because when I was giving to her, I felt like my legs were shooting into the ground like the roots of a tree, with energy and light totally engaging every muscle. It was intense. Yay. She said she saw me like an alabaster statue with a very firm base.
The second was the Goddess, probably Demeter, gave me three pomegranates and then a fourth. She said "you will have three great loves" and the rest will be like the seeds, as she opened the fourth and spilled them on the ground.
The Goddess also broke off an asp (snake) from my mouth and then my mouth flowered white cherry blossoms. In other words, my tendency to speak harshly will be replace with "right speech."
The third, while on my stomach, was myself as a shreaking infant. "Why wont' anyone come pick me up?" over and over a few times. Then my grandmother came and sat next to me, as she had when I had colic as an infant. And I was calmed.
I also cried for all the children in the world who are lonely and frightened, who can be touched by Reiki/divine love.
So last night we talked about my need for grounding. She sent Reiki to me first and whatever she did worked because when I was giving to her, I felt like my legs were shooting into the ground like the roots of a tree, with energy and light totally engaging every muscle. It was intense. Yay. She said she saw me like an alabaster statue with a very firm base.
I was given three visions. The first was Christ picking me up as a 7 y.o. (a traumatic time when I received the only letter I ever got from my absent father, telling me he was in Africa and had other children - he kept). Jesus picked her up and she turned into light and he absorbed her. I felt that she was integrated into me. It was like a Sozo healing.
The second was the Goddess, probably Demeter, gave me three pomegranates and then a fourth. She said "you will have three great loves" and the rest will be like the seeds, as she opened the fourth and spilled them on the ground.The Goddess also broke off an asp (snake) from my mouth and then my mouth flowered white cherry blossoms. In other words, my tendency to speak harshly will be replace with "right speech."
The third, while on my stomach, was myself as a shreaking infant. "Why wont' anyone come pick me up?" over and over a few times. Then my grandmother came and sat next to me, as she had when I had colic as an infant. And I was calmed.
I also cried for all the children in the world who are lonely and frightened, who can be touched by Reiki/divine love.
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